Enter into my demise
I lay down to closed eyes
I turn to the other side
To keep the hurt I have aside

I try to hide from you
The hurt I felt, and Pain too
But I had a feeling that you already knew
The emotions I was going through

But still I refused to show
What you had come to already know
I can't seem to let them go
Even though the feelings tell me so

I wish I could tell you how I felt
Of all the pain that I had been dealt
I have too many problems on this belt
And my heart has already began to melt

It's too late to explain all the pain now
My brain is going insane and so I take this vow

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oh . my . gawd . i didn't think it was quite possible t have an headache as painful as one i'm suffering through .

will be flying off , prolly in another 20hours time or so . until dhen , live your happy lives without me for 5days people <: it's like winter over there , and my fever still not gone . lets all pray i don't come back as a frozen ice or something ._.

isn't holidays moving a little tad too fast ? lets see . countdown : 12 days left . oh my god lah ._. so after 12 days or more , i'll going t be moving into a whole new environment where i'm with a level of classes of students whom i don't know . && dhen again , i think i'm th only one who retained . i'm so going t feel so out of place ): retribution much .

another thing , my hair's gonna need help . dry enough as it already is , i have t dye it back t black . woots . it'd probably , just die :x

timecheck -9:06am

signing off naoz , super pissed and dissappointed ):

might post again before i board th plane , if i can . byeeeez !